hi all!! i'm moving... cuz i want more 'privacy' for my blog =)

~`yun

even when everything bad falls on you..life still has to go on...

~`yun
my 21st dun seems at all happy, since day 1...

矜持。

又是否会因此而错过？

~`yun
寻找平衡点。

I question myself, so what will happen after the chemical reaction…

Thinking abt things, I wish there can be a switch for me to shut my mind up…

有些东西一旦错过，也许将会永远错失。。。
我不希望错失，所以也不想错过。。。
我想把握，但怎样才能找到平衡点。。。

~`yun
你就像风，拨弄着我的心情

life have changed alot... really changed alot... i m no longer that gal i used to b... behaving in a manner which i myself dun like.... yeah, n so i muz say thank you too!!

sometimes its chemistry that does e job... when the same chemical is being mixed with a different chemical... e reaction juz turns out to b different.....

getting lost.. still getting lost i guess... but somehow, i enjoy e beautiful scenery in e maze... though i really wish one day, i'll walk out of e maze.. soon....

~`yun

be it for e better or e worst.....

i found e courage, to face myself...

~`yun

hmm.. its late, but not that tired now compared to juz now.. think perhaps i had passed my sleepy hours... n after i went thr my ppt i became even more energetic... lol.. looking forward to my co-teaching lesson this fri... hmm.. still quite worried... scared i might disappoint myself.. scared i dun do a gd job.. scared i'll be demoralised... but i still look forward to it... wanna know how well/ how badly i'll do... i need e precious comments from my CT... my phy lesson prep for this fri is more or less done i guessed... my i finally can concentrate on my bio lesson prep.. need to get it done by fri.. =( still got reflections to write.. hate that!!! bleahx!!!

~`yun
hopes my passion wun die off

3 days for practicum had passed... suddenly felt that i have so much to do this wk.. by fri actually.. oh no!!! tml's already thur!! reflection only half done so far.... still got my ppt for phy co-teaching.... over e wkends prob will need to revise my bio n do up my ppt slides for teaching practise for nxt wk... oh no!!!! almost forgot abt e lesson plans..... n of cuz not forgetting e weekly reflection.... lucky this wk i seldom have any observations to do, but nxt wk gonna b more tough with all e observations put into place.... guessed there wun b much time for me to stay in e office to do my stuff.. hence perhaps all these have to b done after sch... being a trainee is tough, cuz there r juz many additional prep wk to do juz to teach one topic or even 1 single lesson...

well, though all these r not really graded in e sense that it will not affect my GPA... but i guessed i juz want to put in my best effort no matter my performance turn out good or bad in e end.... but i believe i'll really learn from my CT whom I felt r really willing to teach me....

e thought of not being able to wake up early in e morning is giving me loads of additional stress as well...sometimes i wished i could stay up late to do sm more wk... but den i'm juz so afraid that i would oversleep e next day....

time management, time management, time management.. guessed i still need a little more time to settle down, shake off e hols mood...

jia you jia you!!!

p.s.: i m aware that there r still sm prob with my blog... but really got no time to boher abt it now.... will c how things go first....

~`yun

hi my dear frens... first of all i need to apologise for making u guys worry; secondly, i haven been able to solve e prob with my blog... well, actually i didnt really try to solve it in e first palce cuz i dunno wad to do..... anyway, juz hope that miracle will happen again this time like e other time when e background music cant b play due to e same reason:bandwidth exceeded ????? but nvm la... juz wait ba..

haha.. i finally got gd news to announced, i know that i seldom blog abt happy stuff... but somehow i really feel like doing so now.. =) hee hee... i guessed things r going well for us =) perhaps this is e turnning pt... though went thr lots of tears n torture b4 we reached here.. but i guessed it'll all b worth it if we all continue to put in e effort to become a better ourselves.. juz felt that it gonna b a pity if 2 people who were in love chose to part due to a series of misunderstandings.... perhaps it'll only b fair to give us another chance... at least after going thr all these, i'd realised my mistakes.... no gurantee that i'll b e perfect gal in ur eyes... but i promise i'll b someone better than who i was.... anyway, juz hope that things wk out n that we'd learnt to cherish each other more.....

~`yun
Loves can conquere all
More of Understanding,
More of Caring,
Less of pin-pointing,
Less of arguements.

gods n devils exits in one's own heart...

~`yun

time after time...

i lost, again n again....

i lost faith in guy's words...

i asked myself y....

y r such things always happening to me...

haiz....

因为没有办法再爱我，你选择了离开。

既然离开了，就请别对我这么好。

也没有必要解释这么多；因为说得再多，也于事无补。


“别害怕我难过

告诉我你真实的感受

至少忐忑已告一段落”

~`yun

u failed to change me???

i need to change my temper???? before that i think u seriously need to change your ATTITUDE!!

juz wad exactly do u wan??

u created all these mess n u expect me to do smth abt it....

u said wanted a break n wad do u want me to do abt it???

y muz u b dominatint yet u expect me to do smth abt it???

y do u treat me like dirt in e first place????

whose fault is it that things ended up this way... i dunno wads happening...

juz wad do u want!!!???

history is repeating.. cuz u always blame it on time.... u want a gf but is not willing to spend enough time with her... u want a gf but u places all other things above her.... i dun think wad u want is really a gf..... perhaps u juz wants someone who can accompany u as n when u wish n shoo her off when u got better things to do..

~`yun

u said u wanted a break n u r waiting for an ans??

wad ans r u expecting from me huh!!!!????

maybe that word has no significance to u at all..... but u dunno how hurting u were...

u stabbed me n expect me to apologise for causing u to stab me!!!???

u wanted e time all for yourself... u sld b a happy person now...

u can choose to sms as n when u like.... no obligations....

perhaps tats e 1% of ur time that u r willing to give ...

i asked u so many times n nv ans my qn....

if u had realised, wad u r doing are causing us even more communication breakdown....

if u had realised, history is repeating itself.

Time, which u always loves to blame...

~`yun
i wonder wads on ur mind

哀莫大于心死。。。

~`yun